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| Monday, November 2nd, 2009 | | 4:08 pm |
| | Monday, October 26th, 2009 | | 1:45 pm |
Halloweens party!
Hello all, Yes I realize that I don't post on here often, however, just letting you know that Amelia and I are planning a pre-Halloween night party at my new place where there will be fun games, scary (or just scarrily horrible) movies, good eats, and hopefully awesome costumes. So, if you are in towns, you should come!!! 2426 26th Ave S Minneapolis, MN My door is the one on the side. I'll put a sign on it, like, "Awesomeness through yon door" or something. So, yes, come, and dress up, because those without costumes will not be admitted. Also, Haven't decided the time yet, probably around 2 or 3 to allow for time for fun games and a few movies before we go party hopping! | | Thursday, October 22nd, 2009 | | 4:42 pm |
ok... wow...
First post in long ass-time. This is all you're getting.... for now. | | Sunday, August 2nd, 2009 | | 7:20 am |
| | Tuesday, April 7th, 2009 | | 7:39 am |
lifes
last two days include multiple lapses of good judgment. now i am laying in bed and don't want to get out. but i have to go to my internship. blaaaaaaah. and also eat breakfast. and eventually move on. | | Wednesday, February 18th, 2009 | | 10:47 am |
recent happenings
Got part of my tattoo done on Sunday. Sort of am seeing someone new. Researching for my thesis which is never, ever, done. Wishing I could do some pleasure reading. Anyway, that's what's going on. Something which I need to elaborate a little more on is my spring break. I thought I was going to be on my own for it, to be able to do what I wished. I thought about going up to the north shore, doing some hiking, maybe skiing for a couple of days, and then visiting my aunt and uncle in Duluth. Well, my mom calls me today and she wants to go somewhere warm. With me. I hate to say it, but I feel like she needs me... I wish I could declare my independence, but I care about her a lot and she has been going through a lot of emotional things lately, so i know she could use a trip like this. I guess hiking and skiing will have to wait. Other than that... i miss people. Amy - call me! or are you out of town? | | Tuesday, February 10th, 2009 | | 7:27 am |
can I just fast-forward through the next three months and be graduated already? Also, be over all the emotional crap that is going on right now? Blah. On the fun side, the first session for my new tattoo is tomorrow! :D | | Sunday, February 8th, 2009 | | 11:39 pm |
mrrrr
don't really know what to say... a lot of work to get done and basically no time to get it done. My nana is in town, so I spent the weekend hanging out with her and not getting the work done that I needed to do. God this week looks awful. Tomorrow: job fair in the morning, so I will go to that to see if there is any chance anyone will hire me. Then class, have to give a presentation, then break for a couple of hours in which I need to get more stuff done, then more class. Tuesday: Internship in the morning, then lunch with a friend, then researching and writing a paper due wednesday, then more class Wednesday: Internship in the morning, then class, then try to get shit done, then tatto! Thursday: Thesis research, go to the library, maybe take the night off Friday: Internship, go get sister from St. Olaf, go to brother's b-day party, go to nana's and mom's b-day party Saturday: Teach skiing, take nana out for her *real* birthday Sunday: First day off in 1.5 weeks Plus, I just feel lonely. | | Monday, February 2nd, 2009 | | 5:07 pm |
I am having an overall stressful day/week/month/year. Beyond dealing with school and the impending thesis which needs reasearching, writing, and everything to be done, I keep having dreams with my dead grandmother in them, and I wake up feeling just sad. I also broke up with my boyfriend of 1.5 years (with one month break in there) again. Probably for good this time. So my heart aches just a *little* bit. I am trying to be more aware... more conscious and compassionate, more balanced. Basically, I am trying to get in touch with my spirituality more and have that be my core strength. Who knows how it will all work out. I'm not really good at break-ups. I don't think I've ever successfully ended a relationship on my own. But I think i need some time for myself, to do some soul-searching, to figure out what I really want to do. If I get a job that takes me away from MN, I want to be able to accept it without regrets. I also want to spend more time meditating and developing inner peace... if it's possible :) So, yeah. I don't know. I guess I could just really use some support right now. I am also creeped out that the lj advertisement today is Tom Cruise the Official Site. D: | | Thursday, January 22nd, 2009 | | 7:51 am |
on another note...
a good friend of mine who I had originally had romantic intentions with (but for the last three years have just been friends) is now in another relationship and it brought up these feelings in me which I wish I did not have. Why must I be jealous of this other girl? I'm in a relationship... I just want my friend to be happy... bah. I'll get over it. It was an initial reaction, but I guess my thought is: doesn't that mean something? | | 7:46 am |
recent happenings
well... school started two days ago and I am happy for that. still have to finish an essay from last semester, but that shouldn't be too tough since I'm practically done. I'll be going in on Friday for a consultation for my next tattoo. I am excited. However, I've been looking at a lot of pictures on BME and have become particularly enraged with the type of sluts who get small tattoos and then think it's appropriate or sexy to show themselves half or fully naked with this small tattoo showing. wtf?!? if your tattoo is on your calf, why are you not wearing a shirt?!? why are your boobs showing?!? attention whores make me disappointed in the world today. | | Tuesday, December 23rd, 2008 | | 8:00 pm |
blah
dSo... Christmas is in two days... there have been good and bad things going on for the last three days. My grandmother passed away on Saturday night and there will be a funeral on Friday. Joe and his girlfriend and Matt got into town and it is good to see them. But now, when I went to start my car, it wouldn't start. D: Sux. Called AAA and they will be here before 9... hopefully the car will start. Otherwise, I will have to get it towed somewheres. poopey. | | Sunday, December 14th, 2008 | | 6:44 pm |
Back
So, I left for Duluth again last Wednesday because I got a call from my dad saying she only had hours/days left. So I hurried up there and was there until last night (Saturday) and she is still with us. Not doing well, but still kickin'. She will wake up sometimes and have brief moments of lucidity. I slept at her hospice room one night and at her house the other nights. I just got stir-crazy because I didn't have a life outside of the hospice house. I would basically spend all day there, and it's not to say that I didn't want to be there, but at some point the uncertainty of it all just drove me crazy. So here I am, back in the cities, and I have to study for a final that I have on Wednesday. All of my professors were willing to give me Incompletes, which was nice, but I think I'd feel better if I were able to get more done and be able to relax a little over January before starting the last semester (hopefully) of my undergraduate career. I want to be able to do fun things again. | | Tuesday, December 9th, 2008 | | 6:12 pm |
| | Saturday, December 6th, 2008 | | 5:37 pm |
Saturday...
I just got back from a ski clinic at Afton Alps and am tired. I think I will ask Isahm to bring me food because I don't want to go get any. Kind of like when I'd writ Elliott a letter asking for burrito Loco and he'd go get it... Anyway, as a short update, and also explanation as to why I have not really been around recently, I went to Duluth to spend Thanksgiving with my grandmother who took a turn for the worse and so I was up there until this wednesday taking care of her. She was hospitalized Thursday night and will go into an assisted care facility on Monday... hopefully her radiation therapy will show good results, but no one knows what will happen. As my aunt so eloquently stated, "Eff cancer." So now I am doing ski clinics this weekend and on Monday night and then I will be busy with finals until the 17th or so. I wrote all my professors about my situation, so they are understanding, but I still have to get through finals. I only got an extension on one of my longer papers, but need to get a rough draft in by the 15/16th. Yargh. This next week is going to be a biatch. Also, I've been having it in the back of my mind that I really want to get another tattoo and so I've been looking up images for that. It will tie in with my first one, being an art-nouveau design with lettering. I'm still trying to figure out how it will fit with the tattoo I want to get as a commemoration for my grandma - a rosemaling style... so I will have to find an artist I can work with who knows at least a little about both. Also, I will need more cash than I have now... So, yeah. That's me life now. I'm going to read a bit... and maybe fall asleep. :) | | Monday, November 24th, 2008 | | 1:11 pm |
elliott
 I remember seeing this a while ago and it is totally elliott. | | Saturday, November 22nd, 2008 | | 12:38 am |
DavidBowie and Dinner Party
So, tonight was a pretty good night. I wore my new/old David Bowie t-shirt. That was rockin'. Went to a dinner party where there was vegan apple pie and hummus and chips. Also rockin'. Also fun that there were people whom I chatted with and all around had a good time. However, I was constantly being hit on by this one dude who did not get it through his head that I had a boyfriend. At first, I was flattered. Ok, i get it, you think I'm cute. But then it just kind of got out of hand and I could tell he was acting like an asshole to try to impress me... i guess that's his way of impressing girls, and it just got super super annoying. It made me happy that I wasn't single so I didn't have to worry about the conversation which would have eventually come at the end of the night: "So, you want to go to my place?" "No, I'm tired." "We could sleep together..." "No." "But..." "Not interested." So that was my night. I am going to sleep now. :) | | Saturday, November 15th, 2008 | | 9:07 am |
Hrmmmm (stoled from stu)
1. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother's & father's middle names) Ann Thomas 2. NASCAR NAME: (first name of your mother's dad, father's dad) Eldon William 3. STAR WARS NAME: (the first 2 letters of your last name, first 4 letters of your first name) Gomarg 4.DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal) Green Sloth (I like this one!) 5. SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you live) Kuhns Minneapolis (Oh god that's horrible) 6. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color, favorite alcoholic drink, optionally add "THE" to the beginning) The Blue Virgin Daiquiri 7. FLY NAME: (first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name) Mago 8. GANGSTA NAME: (favorite ice cream flavor, favorite cookie): Chocolate Chocolate Chip (Oh goodness...) 9. ROCK STAR NAME: (current pet's name, current street name) Max 15th Ave SE 10. PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on) Charlie Oakways Court | | Thursday, November 13th, 2008 | | 7:28 am |
Rant: Suicide Girls
Ok... I don't care who says "Oh it's reviving the pinup girls of the 50s" or "It allows people into body modification to express themselves and be seen as beautiful!" Bullshit. Suicide Girls is a bunch of bullshit that people put together because suddenly it is popular to have tattoos and body modifications. Oh, and a lot of the girls on the site don't have body mods. It's like, the photographer said... no tattoos? No piercings? That's ok! We'll just put a lot of makeup on you and put in you some thigh highs... no one will notice! I remember talking to a girl who said she wanted to get a tattoo just so she could apply to suicide girls... WTF?!?? Tattoos are life-long decisions... you can decide to show your titties for free any day of the week! Also, all of the girls are classically beautiful! What makes them different from Playboy models? Nothing! Oh, except maybe they have ink in their skin and dye their hair something other than platinum blonde. Psh.... anyway, that is my rant. I have to get ready now to go to schools. | | 7:06 am |
Interesting...
If you saw ME in a police car, what would you think I got arrested for? Answer me, then post to your own journal if you want, and see how many crimes you get accused of. |
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